do guys try so freaking hard to keep every other guy in the world away from me when there happens to be more than one guy in the room
BUT THEN!
THEN when they have an opportunity to have me to themselves: there is no one else texting/messaging/skyping me, to their knowledge: pft. Who gives a shit about you?
I mean, seriously!
They will:
Try to make dates with me while I try to obviously flirt with a guy who is less of an ass than he is
Throw a guy that I’m trying to dance with across the room
Make my mom feel uncomfortable to be around us
Hit on me so hard that even I, oblivious I, know they’re doing it
But at the end of the day: pft. Who gives a shit about you?
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Filed under but why doe? i just don't get it this is why i'm still freaking single
I’m gonna keep living like I there’s nothing going on.
Because maybe that’s the way I should have been doing this to begin with.
Filed under trying to do things right.
And I kind of became a flirt.
That’s a total flip from myself last year and the 15 years prior to that.
But that’s okay because…
Welll…
yolo
Filed under reminiscing yolo moment yes i went there
You are desirable.
But when you start to desire the one that desires you.
You are undesirable.
And that’s the problem with desire.
It keeps us chasing after what we cannot have.
Filed under crush
good to know
especially with this fucked up sleep schedule
Filed under no sleep watching movies at 3AM
They’ve found a new target
And so have you
You’re the golden child now
The one with straight A’s
The one to graduate cum laude
The one who they turn to when the other one messes up
I’m the one who gets a C and fails
I’ve always been that one
They’ve always had higher expectations of me
They’ve always attacked me
They made me think I wouldn’t be where I am
They sent me spiraling down to how I am
They made you one of them
I’m not stupid, just imperfect.
Filed under tired of being the target can you stop please?
